
Greetings in the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ,
My name is Francis, I am 18 years old, and I am from New Jersey. You may or may not know me as classyliving. I have been on tumblr since I first came to believe in Jesus Christ, which was around September 2009. I am actually not confirmed into the Catholic Church, but have had many ties to Catholicism for quite some time and have decided recently that I will become Catholic. I was previously theologically Reformed/Calvinist and involved in an Evangelical church. Have mercy on me as I am not used to the language of the Catholic Church and I still have much to learn. I was surprised that I was invited to join this blog, but I believe God has his reasons for this happening and I felt the Holy Spirit tug me to join along. I truly desire to defend the honor and truth of the Church.
When I first came to believe in Christ, I actually believed that the Catholic Church was the most sensible denomination, but shut out that idea when many of the Evangelicals I knew taught me about the “unbiblical practices” of the Church. I always found something appealing in Catholicism (perhaps the strong sense of church authority, the liturgy, and/or the value of tradition) but still saw the Catholic Church as presenting a broken form of Christianity. I have even sat down with two friends of mine who were Evangelical and were pursuing Catholicism and tried my best to win them back to the “Protestant side”.
This year has shaken my view on the Church completely and a major paradigm shift occurred. Though I go to a Reformed college, my classes confronted me and my Protestant beliefs in many ways. My sociology class, Church & Society, confronted many of the anomalies I noticed as an Evangelical that I either ignored or excused, I came to see major issues in the structure and authority in Protestant Christianity. I also studied early church history in my theology class, and began to see that the early church was quite… Catholic. I even began to notice how St. Augustine, a saint who inspired John Calvin and continues to inspire many Reformed Christians, affirmed core Catholic doctrine that is often bashed by Protestants.
As I began to see the errors of the Evangelical movement and Protestant doctrine, I began to see the validity of tradition, the biblical basis for many Catholic doctrines, and the necessity of the papacy. I felt like pursuing Catholicism was intellectual suicide and was shocked that I was even considering such (for I continued to believe that the Catholic Church was an unhealthy sect), so I filled myself with Protestant apologetics, Protestant vs. Catholic debates, and discussions on Catholicism with other Reformed Christians so that I could return to affirming Protestant/Reformed doctrine in good conscience. I kept finding myself seeing the errors and misunderstandings on the Protestant side of the debate and found myself at a place where I could no longer honestly call myself “Protestant”. In fact, I had become basically Catholic.
After much prayer and study, I have decided to pursue full communion with the Roman Catholic Church. I pray I may be used to speak the truth with love and kindness. I pray all of those blogging here may be used to shine the light of Christ into the tumblr-sphere.
Pax vobis,
Francis